Feeling without judgment is a washy draught indeed; but judgment untempered by feeling is too bitter and husky a morsel for human deglutition. Charlotte Bronte
My dad's an advocate by profession.He prejudges the situations much before they ought to occur and reads his clients psychology from a very entrance to the office. So how can we family members be spared from this unique talent of his.. With no false intentions he enjoys knowing and discovering events with us children (be it married cousins, bachelor cousins or friends). I dont know by default its witnessed:- me to be the most devilry of the lot [huh!! why only me yaar] Its evident - all the most innocent and naive are often blamed. Cows na... beer all ;) heh...
Parents { all the elderlies in the family} come up with vague conclusion at times {only for me haan}... I frequently undergo this collision... [c again me only] I feel as is I am oscillating in undefined groove - Am I a kid or I have grown up? for some things they say -" U no more a kid haan" and very same time - "U haven't grown that much".. Hellllllowwwwww!!!!!! Is there any stand point to where I belong :? phewwwwww.... Avoid it! smile as long as river Nile ! {see how easy going I am after so many traumatic plight :) thank u, thank u... Its so much me :D heh}
Astounded are my parents!!! hahaha.....a holly terror {was never but named by all} came out to be someone they never expected... A sanctitude girl!! A family girl!! A girl whom they thought to have umpteen affairs {as was a Halla Bol in my stupid town huh} BUT unheeded the affairs {as they now know :P} A girl.... A girl... A girl..... {wooooooooooo.... jactitation..... gha gha gha !!}
Off lately, parents came across so many love marriages happening and so they were so sure of me :P but but but...... they stated a similie - you are like a Sculptural Relief!!! [heavy haan]
[P.S. Let me explain:I know someone will surely ask me to.. I know that someone is conveyed :) - by this they meant... of all the happenings in society u stand out to our disbelief!! lol :P]
{chuck yaar I will explain that someone in person}
Cock-a-Hoop :)
Alike.... ahem ahem... even my lungs are stuffed [take a deep breath - evil will come out :P]
Even I was convincing myself if this is me???? tch tch tch... chaaaa.... wat an image :? so much unlike my appearance :) watever haan.... enuf degrading - i m not THAT bad after all.
anyways...
One day I told mom - "Mom, I have no guy in my life nor I can conclude one to marry.. So.. its all yer choice"
{ I know all u idiots must be laughing naaaa... soon will fade away huh!}
Mom for once felt diabetic.. trust me.... I saw that relief and glow on her face as if she had been longing for this... candy me!!! [ Naah...I think adventurous me :P ]
Then I thought too much of buttering.. what if unknowingly I end up with someone.. {right time right thought.. bacha liya Babaji :) } I immediately tailed my phrase and said "But keep the options Open, Mom! " {hahahaha.... ab tho saari stupid hansi udh gayi na? :) }
But Mom's no less and she gave me those looks [ye lo I got conveyed - Diplomatic me... phewww].. What to do yaar?? I have to think in all directions na...Nothing is easy na...
No matter though...
Believe me....to keep convincing the family I recently caught up with one song which I have played like 56th time now... :) [arre samjha karo yaar... kitna melodious tareeka hain kuch ehsaas dilaane ka :) ]
So the track attached below .. I dedicate to myself ..... gha gha gha :D
Farishta nahi mein (3)
Jo ishq na kar saku
Farishta nahi mein (3)
Jo ishq na kar saku (3)
[Kitabo mein lipti hui
koi mein kahani nahi ] (2)
Mein zinda faasana tera
Meri aankhon mein saasein leti hai
Ek zindagi
Masiha nahi hoon (3)
Jo ishq na kar saku (3)
[Kinaro pe dooba hoon mein
wafaon mein uljha hoon mein ] (2)
Tera hi junoon hai mujhe
Teri yaadon ko sajda karti hai awargi
Mein lamha nahi hoon (3)
Jo phir na aa saku (3)
{Sing with me yaar - my way - my tunes}
{C how happening a life can become}
:) Cheers!!
